With yesterdays worries breaking me down into a big crying camotose wreck.. today I am having a hard time getting my motivation back.
The difference these days is that even though I push myself away from letting Rob know that this is what’s happening in my head… I manage to be able to break down and tell him. And he is amazing at just holding on tighter when that happens.
Trying to enjoy the freak “blizzard” the island is experiencing and being in this house cozy and warm with The Decemberists playing, Thai Curry Chicken in the slow cooker waiting for the bread dough to rise.
Instead of just collapsing back into fits of worry.
