September 1, 2010

been thinking...: fernweh

n. Wanderlust; lit. “farsickness”; “an ache for the distance”

(via sometimesagreatnotion)


You go here too often; you do, you know? Sometimes, you think change or leaving is the only way to be resilient. Like exercising the ability to give up and give away is building the only strong muscle…

This just kicked me in the ass in a good way. In a, those boys just left me way, but now they are in my life and 4 months ago I didn’t know they existed kind of way. In a quit being scared to go back, there are so many exciting things waiting kind of way. I feel like the Universe has been watching lately and playing the right song, giving me the right sentence, throwing the right blog in my direction just when it all feels kind of hopeless.

Like Everlong. For the first time in years. Maybe it was a let down. But right then, I didn’t know it. And maybe, its not going to be that big of a let down at all.

(Thank you for this, whoever you are)

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